Direktlänk till inlägg 25 december 2009
i don´t know how to love him.
what to do, how to move him.
i´ve been changed, yes really changed. in these past few days. when i´ve seen myself. i seem like someone else.
i don´t know how to take this. i don´t see why he moves me.
he´s a man, he´s just a man. and i´ve had so many men before.
in very many ways. he´s just one more.
should i bring him down?
should i scream and shout?
should i speak of love, let my feelings out?
i never thought i´d come to this. what´s it all about?
i´m the one who´s always been so calm, so cool, no lovers fool.
running every show.
he scares me so.
yet, if he said he loved me, i´d be lost i´d be frightened.
i couldn´t cope, just couldn´t cope.
i´d turn my head. i´d back away.
i wouldn´t want to know.
he scares me so.
i want him so.
i love him so.
klockan är nu 05:49. jag vaknade 03:44 och kunde inte somna om. ångesten smög sej sakta på mej, svepte in mej i den som ett täcke. jag ligger helt tyst i min säng men hör hur jag skriker inuti. är det ingen som hör? det är så skarpt så de...
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